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[00:01] | Previously on Felicity. | |
[00:02] | Sometimes I’m so depressed, I can’t get out of bed. | |
[00:06] | I’m not… I’m not depressed. | |
[00:10] | Hi, Dr. Pavone. This is Noel Crane. | |
[00:12] | The reason I’m calling is because I’m… | |
[00:14] | I was hoping to get a referral. | |
[00:17] | I love you. | |
[00:19] | lf this had happened a year ago, I would have understood. | |
[00:22] | I would have felt like I deserved to be cheated on. | |
[00:27] | But I don’t. | |
[00:28] | I don’t deserve it. | |
[00:52] | Hey, I’m sorry I’m late. | |
[00:54] | That’s okay. | |
[01:01] | I’m sorry. Can I help you? | |
[01:04] | – Yeah, I asked for 2°/. milk. – That is 2°/.. | |
[01:06] | No, it’s regular. | |
[01:08] | – I made that one myself… – Yeah, with regular milk. | |
[01:11] | Excuse me. Is there a problem? I’m the manager. | |
[01:14] | I asked for a latte with 2°/. milk. This girl used regular. | |
[01:17] | I can’t have that. I’m on a weight-loss program. | |
[01:19] | Ah, really? | |
[01:21] | – I can taste the fat globules. – Fat globules. That’s not good. | |
[01:24] | No, it’s not. | |
[01:25] | All right. Why don’t we do this. | |
[01:27] | Why don’t I give you back your four bucks, | |
[01:31] | and you can go buy your 2°/. latte somewhere else? | |
[01:34] | I’m not coming here again. | |
[01:35] | Okay. | |
[01:39] | Thanks. | |
[01:40] | Sure. | |
[01:44] | Hey, hey, I’ve been meaning to talk to you. | |
[01:47] | I should have called you. | |
[01:49] | It’s okay. | |
[01:50] | No. I said I was gonna call you, and I didn’t. So I’m sorry. | |
[01:58] | How are you? | |
[02:00] | I’m good. | |
[02:01] | Good. I’m glad. | |
[02:03] | I’m glad you’re glad. | |
[02:07] | Do you want to get together and maybe get something to eat and talk? | |
[02:12] | Uh, yeah. Yeah. | |
[02:15] | Why don’t you come over? We have so many leftovers. | |
[02:18] | Okay. | |
[02:19] | Okay, good. Then I’ll see you there. | |
[02:22] | – Okay. – I mean, I’ll see you here. | |
[02:25] | You know. | |
[02:38] | Hey. | |
[02:39] | Hey. | |
[02:41] | Look, I don’t think that’s the best idea. | |
[02:47] | I’ve been thinking a lot, and I think we need to move on. | |
[02:57] | Oh. | |
[02:59] | [sighs] Okay. | |
[03:03] | I think it’s the best thing for both of us. | |
[03:11] | Right. Okay. | |
[03:17] | Okay, I’m gonna get back to work. | |
[03:32] | (sing) Can you become | |
[03:34] | (sing) Can you become | |
[03:38] | (sing) A new version of you | |
[03:41] | (sing) New wallpaper | |
[03:43] | (sing) New shoe leather | |
[03:46] | (sing) A new way home | |
[03:49] | (sing) I don’t remember | |
[03:52] | (sing) New version of you | |
[03:55] | (sing) I need a new version of me | |
[04:01] | (sing) New version of you | |
[04:05] | (sing) I need a new version of me (sing) | |
[04:23] | [groaning] | |
[04:28] | [grunting] | |
[04:45] | Oh, that couch is gonna make a hunchback out of me. | |
[04:51] | Oy! | |
[04:54] | What’s wrong with you two? | |
[04:56] | Ben wants to move on. | |
[04:58] | What does that mean? | |
[05:00] | He wants to get a new apartment? | |
[05:02] | He wants to see other people. | |
[05:04] | Oh, Mother Mary and Joseph. | |
[05:07] | I’m gonna tell him he needs to find a new chemistry tutor. | |
[05:10] | Don’t. He needs your help. I don’t want him to do badly. | |
[05:13] | Look at this. Her heart is breaking into tiny pieces, | |
[05:17] | and she’s still an angel. | |
[05:18] | lf I was an angel, none of this would be happening. | |
[05:21] | This might not help, but when Tracy and I broke up, | |
[05:24] | I kept busy so I didn’t think about it. | |
[05:26] | Yeah, I’m gonna go to the studio today. | |
[05:28] | And you’re seeing Streetcar with me tonight, right? | |
[05:31] | I don’t know, Javier. | |
[05:34] | What do you mean? | |
[05:36] | You have to come protect me against Miss Lonelyhearts. | |
[05:39] | This widow in my theater class has a huge ”crunch” on me. | |
[05:42] | She does? | |
[05:44] | Okay, I don’t like your tone. | |
[05:46] | For your information, a lot of women like gay men more than straight guys. | |
[05:50] | Right now, I do. | |
[05:52] | The class is going. What if she asks me out? | |
[05:54] | – Say no. – I can’t. | |
[05:56] | She’s so sad, like a puppy dog with one of those big cones. | |
[06:02] | You have to come. Please! | |
[06:06] | [laughs] Okay, I’ll go. | |
[06:09] | Oh, good. And wear something alluring. | |
[06:11] | All right, I’m gonna go to the studio. | |
[06:14] | – See you later. – Bye. | |
[06:18] | – Ciao. Bye. – Bye | |
[06:25] | We have to do something about her and Benjamin. | |
[06:28] | – I know. Like what? – I don’t know. | |
[06:30] | I can’t sit here like a bump on a frog. I have to do something. | |
[06:35] | [sniffs] Oh, God. I wish I could have that. | |
[06:41] | Okay, so I’ll just put the check in your box. | |
[06:45] | Well, perfect, great. | |
[06:48] | Yeah. | |
[06:49] | No, thank you so much. | |
[06:51] | Okay. Okay, bye. | |
[06:55] | – Guess what? – What? | |
[06:56] | – I extended the lease on my sublet. – Really? | |
[06:59] | I am officially, for the next three months, a resident of New York City. | |
[07:03] | That’s great. | |
[07:04] | I really feel like it’s the right thing to do. | |
[07:07] | Just leave my old life and my ex and start over. | |
[07:11] | What? | |
[07:13] | – Nothing. – You think I’m running away? | |
[07:15] | I don’t think that. New York is great. | |
[07:17] | But? | |
[07:19] | But I was thinking, after we see my dad, | |
[07:22] | maybe you would have dinner with me. | |
[07:24] | Do you mean a date? | |
[07:26] | No, I don’t mean a date. I mean dinner. | |
[07:29] | [chuckles] | |
[07:31] | What? | |
[07:32] | How old are you? | |
[07:34] | I’m… Look, I’ve dated older women before. | |
[07:37] | So it is a date? | |
[07:39] | I’ve had dinner with older women before. | |
[07:41] | Okay. | |
[07:45] | So, what time did you want to pick me up? | |
[07:48] | – I can pick you up whenever you want. – How about 7:00? | |
[07:51] | – Pick you up at 7:00. – Okay, 7:00. | |
[07:53] | I can do that. | |
[07:55] | Bet your father’s back in his room. | |
[07:57] | Yeah, he probably is. Let’s go upstairs. | |
[08:06] | – What time is it? – It’s noon, actually. | |
[08:10] | I’ve been waiting for you to get up. Listen. | |
[08:12] | When is Noel getting out of here? | |
[08:15] | Huh? I don’t know. | |
[08:16] | Listen to this: Comfort Cologne. | |
[08:19] | It’s cologne for men, | |
[08:21] | and it smelIs like their favorite foods, | |
[08:23] | like mac and cheese, | |
[08:25] | brisket, lasagna. | |
[08:27] | Didn’t he say he’d be out a month ago? | |
[08:30] | This is really good, right? | |
[08:32] | – What? – Oh, that’s good. That’s great. | |
[08:35] | I want to hear your idea, | |
[08:37] | but all I can think about is that I haven’t slept in a week | |
[08:41] | because Noel is up watching Nick at Nite reruns. | |
[08:43] | He is? I love Nick at Nite. | |
[08:46] | So do I, but not at 4:00 in the morning. | |
[08:48] | Either we’re putting a wall up in our room, | |
[08:51] | – Not happening. – or we’re getting rid of Noel. | |
[08:53] | No, we’re not asking Noel to leave. | |
[08:55] | Why not? | |
[08:56] | I’m not taking Ben’s side, but the fact is Noel is the interloper. | |
[09:00] | The one who lopes, leaves. Duh. Everybody knows that. | |
[09:04] | What is he still doing here, besides keeping me up all night? | |
[09:09] | – Hey! – Relax. I’ll be out in a week. | |
[09:12] | – Uh, look, Noel… – What? She’s right. | |
[09:15] | I mean, what am I doing here? | |
[09:23] | What’s the matter with you? | |
[09:25] | He said it himself. I’m right. | |
[09:46] | – Wow. – Hey. What are you doing here? | |
[09:49] | I was worried about you. It looks like with good reason. | |
[09:53] | That’s dark. | |
[09:55] | Well. | |
[09:56] | You want to go to lunch? | |
[09:58] | Yes. Um, just hang on. | |
[10:02] | What is it? | |
[10:04] | A painting. | |
[10:06] | I know that. I mean, what is it? | |
[10:08] | Is it an oil spill, or is it your emotions running around? | |
[10:12] | Um, it’s not an oil spill. I don’t know what it is. | |
[10:15] | I guess I’m still trying to figure that out. | |
[10:18] | It’s really good. | |
[10:20] | That’s what I keep telling her. | |
[10:22] | She won’t listen to me. | |
[10:25] | Who’s that? | |
[10:27] | Owen. | |
[10:28] | Who’s Owen? | |
[10:30] | He’s the grad student who T.A.’s the class before mine. | |
[10:33] | – [Elena] He’s really cute. – He’s annoying. | |
[10:35] | I’ve asked him 5,000 times to clean up, and he never does. | |
[10:38] | – He obviously likes you. – He does not. | |
[10:41] | – You should ask him out. – What? | |
[10:44] | I’m serious. He’s adorable. | |
[10:46] | You ask him out. | |
[10:48] | Hey, Owen. | |
[10:50] | Yeah? | |
[10:51] | Do you have a girlfriend? | |
[10:53] | No. Why? | |
[10:57] | Felicity was wondering. | |
[10:59] | God. Okay, we’re going to lunch. | |
[11:01] | – Bye, Owen. – Bye. | |
[11:03] | I’m gonna kill you. | |
[11:18] | Hey, Benjamin. Ah, yes, we need to talk. | |
[11:21] | What’s up? | |
[11:22] | You know, last week I was Senor Rude. | |
[11:24] | You weren’t. You were fine. | |
[11:26] | Okay, well, I’m going to make it up to you. | |
[11:30] | You and I are going to go to the off-off-off Broadway production of | |
[11:35] | A Streetcar Named Desire. | |
[11:36] | Oh! Tonight? | |
[11:38] | Yes. | |
[11:39] | I can’t go tonight. I got plans. | |
[11:41] | – What, like a date? – Yeah, like a date. | |
[11:43] | Man, you move fast. | |
[11:45] | Okay, look. | |
[11:46] | The truth is, | |
[11:48] | I’m dying without Samuel, and I can’t be alone. | |
[11:52] | Javier, I can’t go. | |
[11:53] | Dying. | |
[11:55] | Look, you’re almost a doctor. Do something. Help me. | |
[11:57] | – What? – Go to the play. | |
[11:59] | Otherwise, I may not make it through the night. | |
[12:05] | All right, Javier. Maybe I can change my plans. | |
[12:07] | Yes, break that date. Right away. | |
[12:10] | I said maybe. | |
[12:11] | Okay, okay, but you’re gonna go, right? | |
[12:34] | [Noel] I feel like I’m falling. | |
[12:36] | And the things I used to grab onto, | |
[12:38] | the things that used to hold me in place, | |
[12:41] | like, like work, | |
[12:43] | and friends, | |
[12:44] | and home, | |
[12:48] | they’re, uh, they’re snapping like twigs. | |
[12:52] | – That sounds frightening. – Yeah, it is. | |
[12:56] | I can deal with it. I mean… | |
[13:00] | I don’t even feel like myself anymore. | |
[13:06] | – You want my opinion? – Yeah, I guess. | |
[13:08] | That’s what I’m paying for, right? | |
[13:10] | Right. | |
[13:12] | Well, given what you’ve told me about the past few weeks… | |
[13:15] | – Months, actually. Months. – Right. | |
[13:18] | And your family history, | |
[13:19] | and the insomnia and anxiety, it sounds like a mood disorder. | |
[13:25] | – What’s a mood disorder? – Like depression. | |
[13:28] | Uh-huh. | |
[13:29] | So what I’d recommend is therapy and medication. | |
[13:33] | Drugs? | |
[13:34] | Yes. They’re extremely effective for symptoms like yours. | |
[13:38] | You don’t understand. I don’t… I’m not sick. | |
[13:41] | I don’t have symptoms. Okay? | |
[13:44] | I have problems. | |
[13:45] | I’ve been going through a lot lately, but it’s all outside stuff. | |
[13:49] | It’s not inside of me. I’m fine. | |
[13:51] | lf you’d been through what I’ve been through the past couple weeks, | |
[13:54] | you’d feel bad, too. | |
[13:55] | You’re probably right. I would. | |
[13:59] | Noel, I’m just here to listen | |
[14:01] | and make some suggestions. | |
[14:04] | I feel like you don’t know me, and you’re already | |
[14:07] | recommending medication, though. | |
[14:09] | Just feeIs a little extreme to me. | |
[14:11] | It’s just a suggestion. | |
[14:16] | I know. | |
[14:27] | Man, that sucks. | |
[14:31] | What sucks? | |
[14:33] | You didn’t even notice. | |
[14:35] | Notice what? | |
[14:37] | Well, somebody cleaned up. | |
[14:39] | The floors, you could practically eat breakfast off of them. | |
[14:44] | Oh, my God. | |
[14:46] | I cleaned your brushes, too. | |
[14:49] | Thanks. | |
[14:54] | So, what was that about before? | |
[14:56] | I mean, your friend, she was… | |
[14:58] | Oh, Elena. Yeah. You know what? | |
[15:00] | She’s, uh, just a little out of control. | |
[15:04] | Out of control. That’s funny. | |
[15:12] | So you’re not looking? | |
[15:14] | No, I’m not looking. | |
[15:16] | That’s good to know. | |
[15:19] | Yeah. | |
[15:25] | I actually have to get going, so… | |
[15:28] | Big date? | |
[15:30] | No, I am meeting a friend, | |
[15:33] | and I’m going to see a play. | |
[15:35] | Have fun. | |
[15:37] | Thanks. | |
[15:45] | Hey, listen, um… Thanks for cleaning up. I do appreciate it. | |
[15:50] | Sure. | |
[15:52] | – All right, I’ll see ya. – Bye. | |
[16:23] | – Hey. – Hey, what are you doing here? | |
[16:27] | Javier invited me. | |
[16:29] | What? | |
[16:31] | – Oh, my God. What is he doing? – I don’t know. | |
[16:43] | Do you want to go in? It’s supposed to be really good. | |
[16:48] | – Hi, you have the tickets? – No, I don’t know. | |
[16:52] | Oh. Felicity, hi. | |
[16:55] | Hi, hi. I was meeting Javier. | |
[16:58] | – Aren’t we meeting Javier? – Yeah. | |
[17:00] | Yeah, you know what? Javier probably isn’t showing up. | |
[17:04] | Why don’t we see if they’ve got more tickets? | |
[17:06] | No, you know what? Take mine. | |
[17:08] | – No, no. – Please, please. | |
[17:11] | – It’s supposed to be really good. – Thank you. | |
[17:14] | Sure. | |
[17:15] | Um, you know, I’ll see you guys later. | |
[17:18] | Okay. | |
[17:27] | – Are you okay? – Ah… | |
[17:29] | I’m all right. Let’s go in. | |
[17:30] | – Are you sure? – Yeah, I’m fine. Come on. | |
[17:45] | Javier? | |
[17:49] | Hey, do you know where Javier is? | |
[17:51] | Um, he’s taking a bath. | |
[17:53] | Are you okay? | |
[17:58] | – [knocking] – Javier, are you decent? | |
[18:01] | I’m coming in. | |
[18:04] | How could you do that? It was so embarrassing. | |
[18:06] | Oh, you’re back already? | |
[18:09] | Oh, it’s not even intermission. | |
[18:11] | – You made us look like idiots. – I was trying to play Cupid. | |
[18:15] | I thought Stanley and Stella would be inspirational. | |
[18:17] | They’re passionate and in love like you and Benjamin. | |
[18:20] | Ben and I are broken up. We are broken up, okay? | |
[18:23] | I don’t understand. Are you trying to make this worse? | |
[18:27] | – Meghan’s psychotic at Thanksgiving, – Meghan’s always… | |
[18:30] | and you’re asking guys I work with if they have girlfriends, | |
[18:33] | and you’re acting like some weird, covert matchmaker. | |
[18:36] | Of anyone, you guys should understand how hard this is for me. | |
[18:41] | – We were just trying to help. – We want to see you happy. | |
[18:44] | – We’re sorry. – Yeah. | |
[18:46] | No, I know. I’m just… [sighs] | |
[18:50] | So, what happened? | |
[18:55] | He brought Lauren. | |
[18:56] | Lauren? Thanksgiving Lauren? | |
[18:59] | Yeah. I mean, I guess she’s the one he’s moving on with, or whatever. | |
[19:04] | The chances of that happening are zero. | |
[19:06] | There was a definite vibe between them. | |
[19:09] | Did I say zero? I meant less than zero. | |
[19:19] | – This is it. – It’s nice. | |
[19:22] | – lt came furnished. – It’s a nice place. | |
[19:26] | Ahem. Have a seat. | |
[19:28] | Okay. | |
[19:32] | Um, a drink? | |
[19:34] | Uh, yeah, sure. | |
[19:37] | I have water. | |
[19:39] | Water’s good. | |
[19:46] | Here. | |
[19:48] | Thank you. | |
[19:59] | Um… | |
[20:02] | About what happened before, before the play… | |
[20:04] | Oh, the little uncomfortable reunion on the street? | |
[20:07] | Yeah. I’m sorry about that. | |
[20:09] | That’s okay. Your friend Javier was trying to play yenta. | |
[20:12] | Yeah. Yeah, I guess so. | |
[20:14] | Um, anyway, I am really sorry. | |
[20:17] | That’s okay. | |
[20:22] | I had a really nice time tonight. | |
[20:24] | Yeah, so did I. | |
[20:26] | Good. | |
[20:39] | [phone rings] | |
[20:43] | It’s Lauren in New York. Leave a message. | |
[20:46] | [beeps] | |
[20:47] | [man] Hey, it’s me. | |
[20:49] | – You there? – Sorry. | |
[20:50] | Pick up the phone. | |
[20:54] | Hey. | |
[20:55] | Uh, yeah, you know what, I can’t talk… | |
[20:58] | Because I have somebody here. | |
[21:00] | [hushed] Did you want me to go? | |
[21:02] | No. | |
[21:04] | Okay. Well, no, we’ve gone over that. | |
[21:08] | Do we need to talk about this right now? | |
[21:10] | Uh, just hold on a second. I’m so sorry. | |
[21:13] | It’s okay. I’m gonna go. | |
[21:15] | Tomorrow night. I’m not doing anything. | |
[21:18] | Okay, okay. Don’t worry. | |
[21:21] | – I’m sorry. – It’s okay. | |
[21:28] | I’ve never had so much trouble swallowing food in my life. | |
[21:33] | Looking at that girI’s face and the empty chair. | |
[21:43] | Stella. | |
[21:44] | It’s gonna be all right after she goes and after you’ve had the baby. | |
[21:50] | It’s gonna be all right again between you and me, the way it was. | |
[21:55] | Do you remember the way it was? The nights we had together? | |
[21:59] | It’s gonna be sweet | |
[22:01] | when we can make noise in the night the way we used to. | |
[22:06] | And get the colored lights going | |
[22:08] | without nobody’s sister behind the curtains to hear us. | |
[22:12] | [applause] | |
[22:27] | Talk about animal magnetism. | |
[22:30] | – Where? – No, you. | |
[22:32] | Oh, my God, Javier. I could literally feel the heat. | |
[22:35] | I’m telling you, you put Marlon Brando to shame. | |
[22:37] | Oh, well, if only I looked that good in a tight T-shirt. | |
[22:41] | No, I think you look better. | |
[22:44] | Okay, I gotta go fix my dryer. | |
[22:46] | – Oh. – Yeah. | |
[22:50] | You know, you haven’t told me what happened last night. | |
[22:53] | I missed you. | |
[22:55] | Oh, yeah, um… Sorry about that. | |
[22:57] | Uh, I had to do an emergency love connection, | |
[23:00] | or as it turned out, love catastrophe, for a couple of friends. | |
[23:05] | lf you want to see it again, I’ll go with you. | |
[23:08] | No, I don’t want you to do that. | |
[23:11] | I’m just going to, to rent the movie. | |
[23:14] | I could, um, | |
[23:18] | bring dinner and watch it with you? | |
[23:22] | Okay, look, Rita. | |
[23:24] | You are very nice and a very woman-like woman, | |
[23:27] | – but… – I’m not your type. | |
[23:30] | I’m sorry. | |
[23:31] | No, that’s okay. You know what? I understand. | |
[23:34] | I’m not a lot of people’s type. | |
[23:37] | I still think you’re very talented, Javier. | |
[23:40] | I’ll see you later. | |
[23:41] | Thank you. | |
[23:51] | – Hey, are you okay? – Yeah, uh… | |
[23:55] | – I should have called you. – Why? What happened? | |
[23:58] | Just my ex. | |
[24:00] | Is that the guy that called yesterday? | |
[24:02] | Yeah. | |
[24:06] | He wants to get back together. | |
[24:09] | Oh. | |
[24:12] | Is that… Is that good? | |
[24:16] | I don’t know. | |
[24:20] | We can hang out another time. | |
[24:22] | Yeah, I think probably I should be by myself. | |
[24:25] | Okay. | |
[24:28] | Did you talk to your dad? | |
[24:29] | No. | |
[24:31] | I think he’s getting his CT results today, | |
[24:34] | and I’d like to know what they are. | |
[24:36] | Yeah. Are you okay? Are you sure you don’t want me to stay? | |
[24:40] | – No, really, I’m okay. – [phone rings] | |
[24:45] | – Um… – That’s okay. | |
[24:46] | – I’ll call you, okay? – Okay, okay. | |
[25:15] | Hey. | |
[25:18] | Oh, my God. I was just thinking about you. | |
[25:20] | – Really? – Yeah. | |
[25:22] | I haven’t seen you in forever. | |
[25:23] | I know. It’s been a while. | |
[25:27] | Are you okay? | |
[25:28] | Yeah. | |
[25:30] | Yeah, I’m great. | |
[25:32] | You know, I’m just going to the studio, | |
[25:34] | if you feel like having a cup of coffee or something. | |
[25:38] | No, I’m just gonna head back. | |
[25:40] | – So… – Okay. | |
[25:42] | Hey, if you change your mind, you know where to find me. | |
[25:46] | – Yeah. – Seriously. | |
[25:48] | I mean… I miss you. | |
[25:53] | I miss you, too. | |
[25:58] | I’ll see ya. | |
[26:19] | I thought you’d be here. | |
[26:22] | I brought you some hot chocolate. | |
[26:25] | That’s… Thank you. | |
[26:27] | That’s really sweet. | |
[26:29] | There’s whipped cream. I hope that’s okay. | |
[26:31] | Yeah, that’s amazing. | |
[26:35] | Thank you. | |
[26:39] | So, you’re pretty intense, huh? | |
[26:42] | What do you mean? | |
[26:51] | Just the way you are. | |
[26:56] | You always want the studio clean. | |
[26:58] | [scoffs] | |
[26:59] | You’re here late at night, working. | |
[27:01] | Alone. | |
[27:03] | Yeah. I like it here at night. | |
[27:05] | I know. lntense. | |
[27:13] | I mean, look at that. | |
[27:16] | It’s swirling… | |
[27:19] | …pain. | |
[27:21] | [laughs] Oh, yeah. | |
[27:24] | Looks more like an oil spill. | |
[27:26] | [laughs] | |
[27:33] | Look, I don’t know anything about your personal life, | |
[27:36] | and it’s certainly none of my business, | |
[27:38] | but this is college. | |
[27:42] | You’re allowed to have a little fun. | |
[27:45] | Yeah, I do have fun. | |
[27:48] | Just making sure. | |
[28:07] | Hey, Owen? | |
[28:10] | – Yeah? – Do you want to go out sometime? | |
[28:14] | And have fun? | |
[28:17] | Yeah. | |
[28:23] | Yeah, I’d love to. | |
[28:41] | – Thanks. – Sure. | |
[28:43] | – What floor? – Eleven. | |
[28:46] | You already got it. | |
[28:54] | God. | |
[28:58] | Wear a skirt. | |
[28:59] | That’ll look like I’m trying too hard. | |
[29:01] | And you’re not trying now? | |
[29:03] | Well, okay, this looks stupid. | |
[29:08] | Why am I doing this? | |
[29:09] | Because you’re tired of suffering, and it’s the right thing to do. | |
[29:13] | Yeah. | |
[29:17] | So you think a skirt, huh? | |
[29:19] | Yes. | |
[29:22] | – Perfect. – Oh, God. | |
[29:41] | Are you… | |
[29:43] | Here to see Felicity. | |
[29:44] | Oh. | |
[29:49] | – [knocking] – God, this is so weird. | |
[29:52] | Who cares? You look great. | |
[29:54] | – [knocking] – Coming! | |
[29:59] | – Hey. – Hi. | |
[30:03] | Hey. Um… | |
[30:06] | Owen, this is Ben. Ben, Owen. | |
[30:09] | – What’s up? – How you doing? | |
[30:11] | Oh, we were supposed to study, weren’t we? | |
[30:14] | Yes. | |
[30:17] | – lt was nice to meet you. – You, too. | |
[30:19] | You look great. | |
[30:22] | Are you ready to go? We should go. | |
[30:24] | Yeah, yeah. | |
[30:25] | You have a coat or something? | |
[30:26] | Yeah, my coat. Yeah. | |
[30:36] | Okay. | |
[30:38] | – So, you ready to study? – Yeah. | |
[30:43] | I’ve read all this stuff on depression, | |
[30:45] | about how it’s a disease, like diabetes, | |
[30:48] | and about how it’s hereditary. | |
[30:50] | Uh, about the symptoms. | |
[30:52] | Self-loathing and hopelessness. | |
[30:55] | But I’m not that guy. | |
[30:56] | I’m the hopeful one, the one who solves other people’s problems. | |
[31:00] | I mean, I was an R.A. I’m a guidance counselor. | |
[31:04] | I bet a really good one. | |
[31:06] | Yeah, I am. | |
[31:07] | People come to me. | |
[31:09] | – Who do you go to? – Me? | |
[31:13] | You tell me your brother was here over the holiday, right? | |
[31:17] | And he told you about his depression. | |
[31:19] | Yeah. | |
[31:21] | Do you go to him when you need help? | |
[31:23] | Yeah, I do. He’s great. | |
[31:26] | Exactly. | |
[31:28] | See, Noel, having depression doesn’t mean you’re a weak person. | |
[31:31] | lf anything, it means you’re a more empathetic one. | |
[31:35] | Well. | |
[31:38] | It’s just, uh… | |
[31:42] | Growing up, my brother used to go through, uh, | |
[31:46] | through this phase… | |
[31:50] | …where it was like he didn’t seem to hear anyone around him. | |
[31:55] | It was like he was looking up at you | |
[31:58] | from the bottom of a swimming pool. | |
[32:05] | He was older, so at the time, I just… | |
[32:10] | I thought that I was boring him. | |
[32:14] | And now? | |
[32:16] | Now I realize that he could have drowned | |
[32:18] | while we were all talking at him. | |
[32:28] | So, this medication, how long would I have to stay on it? | |
[32:31] | I don’t know. | |
[32:35] | Forever? | |
[32:38] | Maybe. | |
[32:43] | Noel, | |
[32:46] | I’m not gonna let you drown. | |
[32:49] | Good. I don’t want to. | |
[32:58] | So, do we talk about the guy at your door, | |
[33:02] | or pretend like that never happened? | |
[33:05] | That… Yeah, that, um… | |
[33:07] | He’s my ex-boyfriend. | |
[33:11] | Sorry about that. | |
[33:13] | Recent? | |
[33:14] | Uh, yeah, I guess. Yeah. | |
[33:17] | So, I’m potential rebound boy. | |
[33:20] | – No. – That’s okay. | |
[33:22] | I’ve been rebound boy before. | |
[33:25] | It’s actually much better than it sounds. | |
[33:34] | Were you in love with him? | |
[33:36] | You ask a lot of questions, Owen. | |
[33:40] | A guy’s got to know his competition, right? | |
[33:45] | Um, well, Ben is seeing someone else now, so… | |
[33:49] | Oh. What a pig. | |
[33:51] | – [laughs] – He’s a total jerk. | |
[33:54] | Right? | |
[33:55] | No, Ben’s good. He’s great. | |
[33:58] | He really is. | |
[33:59] | You broke his heart. | |
[34:03] | It was complicated. | |
[34:06] | I guess it usually is. | |
[34:11] | Yeah, I guess so. | |
[34:16] | Maybe you just weren’t getting what you needed or something. | |
[34:20] | No, no, no, um… | |
[34:22] | Ben really is great. It was my fault, completely. | |
[34:32] | You’re right. Sometimes I ask too many questions. | |
[34:37] | We could move on to hobbies. | |
[34:40] | I have completely mastered snowboarding. | |
[34:43] | And, um, I can play the kazoo. | |
[34:46] | Really? You can? | |
[34:48] | Yeah. Who can’t, really? | |
[35:06] | [beeping] | |
[35:13] | Hey, it’s me. | |
[35:15] | Just… I don’t know why I’m calling. | |
[35:18] | Just to say hi, I guess. So, hi. | |
[35:23] | Uh, you don’t have to call me back. | |
[35:26] | lf you want to, you can. | |
[35:27] | Um, but you know, if you don’t, or you’re out late, | |
[35:33] | uh, then don’t. | |
[35:35] | Uh… Whatever. | |
[35:37] | I’ll… I’ll probably talk to you later. | |
[35:41] | Okay, bye. | |
[35:48] | I really had a fun time tonight. | |
[35:51] | I’m glad. | |
[35:52] | I mean, that was the goal, right? For you to actually have fun. | |
[35:56] | Yeah, and I did. So, thank you. | |
[35:59] | You’re welcome. | |
[36:16] | Okay? | |
[36:18] | Um… | |
[36:21] | No? | |
[36:23] | I’m just, um… | |
[36:25] | Not ready. | |
[36:29] | No. | |
[36:30] | I mean, I had a really good time with you. | |
[36:33] | I understand. | |
[36:36] | I know it may not seem like it now, but you’re gonna find someone else. | |
[36:43] | May not be me, but it’s gonna happen. | |
[36:46] | Yeah, I know. | |
[36:50] | – And promise me something. – What? | |
[36:53] | Tomorrow morning, in the studio, don’t feel weird. | |
[36:57] | We had fun. This was fun tonight. | |
[37:00] | Yeah, it was. | |
[37:09] | Good night, Felicity. | |
[37:11] | Good night, Owen. | |
[37:26] | – You ready? – Just play it. | |
[37:31] | Hey, it’s me. | |
[37:32] | Guys are all the same, the second you move on. | |
[37:35] | I don’t know why I’m calling. Just to say hi, I guess. | |
[37:38] | So, hi. | |
[37:40] | He has no idea what to say. | |
[37:42] | You don’t have to call me back. If you want to, you can. | |
[37:45] | – He’s dying. – Shh. | |
[37:47] | But you know, if you don’t, or you’re out late, | |
[37:50] | uh, then don’t. | |
[37:53] | He wants you back, and it’s really pissing him off. | |
[37:56] | I’ll probably talk to you later. | |
[37:59] | Yeah, he’s pissed, at his sorry self. | |
[38:01] | [machine beeps] | |
[38:03] | – What are you doing? – I’m gonna call him back. | |
[38:05] | No, you’re not! | |
[38:07] | – I’m not? – No! | |
[38:08] | – Make him squirm. – I don’t want to. | |
[38:11] | Girl, that’s how it works. Trust me. | |
[38:19] | [phone rings] | |
[38:24] | Hello? | |
[38:25] | Hey. It’s Lauren. | |
[38:28] | Oh, hey. | |
[38:30] | You busy? | |
[38:31] | Uh, no. What’s up? | |
[38:32] | Nothing. I don’t know. Just walking. | |
[38:37] | I bought a tea, but it’s too hot. | |
[38:41] | So I just thought maybe I should just chuck four months of sobriety | |
[38:45] | and get a chilled martini. | |
[38:47] | Where are you? | |
[38:48] | Uh, three blocks away. | |
[38:52] | – Do you want to come over? – Yeah. | |
[38:56] | Okay. | |
[39:04] | [Rita] Javier. | |
[39:06] | I wanted to give you something. | |
[39:10] | – It’s a lint brush. – Oh, that’s great. | |
[39:14] | Well, you said your dryer was broken. | |
[39:17] | That happened to me once, and l had lint everywhere, so I really… | |
[39:20] | Okay, listen, Rita. I got to tell you something. | |
[39:26] | I’m a lot like Blanche, okay? | |
[39:28] | You know how, in the play, | |
[39:31] | she hides the truth to protect herself and other people? | |
[39:34] | Oh, Javier, we’re all a lot like Blanche. | |
[39:37] | That’s why Tennessee Williams was such a genius. | |
[39:39] | Okay, I’m a lot like him, too. | |
[39:41] | – You’re a genius? – I’m gay. | |
[39:44] | Oh, yeah, I know. | |
[39:46] | – You do? – Well, it’s pretty obvious, isn’t it? | |
[39:50] | Well, I don’t know about that, but… | |
[39:52] | How come you want to go out with me? | |
[39:56] | Javier, my husband is never coming back, | |
[39:59] | but I’m not looking to replace him. | |
[40:04] | It’s just, don’t you ever get lonely? | |
[40:08] | Lots. | |
[40:09] | I lost my husband, too. | |
[40:12] | I mean, he’s still alive, but I miss him. | |
[40:18] | So, maybe we can miss our husbands together? | |
[40:23] | Oh, that would be sad and nice. | |
[40:26] | So, let’s do it, huh? | |
[40:30] | You swept me over. You and your little lint brush. | |
[40:33] | That was my plan. | |
[40:35] | That was a good plan. | |
[40:37] | You must have read that Art of War by that Sun Sun. | |
[40:44] | – Hey. | – Hey. |
[40:45] | – How you doing? – Okay. | |
[40:49] | – You all right? – Yeah. | |
[40:50] | – Can I get you something? More tea? – No, thank you. | |
[40:54] | All right. Come sit down. | |
[40:57] | – I’ll just throw my stuff… – Yeah, throw it. That’s fine. | |
[41:10] | So, why don’t you tell me what happened. | |
[41:14] | Um… | |
[41:18] | Well, about a week ago, I e-mailed him. | |
[41:20] | Right. And that’s when he started calling you? | |
[41:23] | Yeah. I just got thirsty for him, you know? | |
[41:26] | Yeah. | |
[41:27] | And our relationship is, it’s like drinking. | |
[41:30] | I mean, one sip, bam, you’re off the wagon. | |
[41:32] | – You know? – Yeah. | |
[41:38] | Now he wants to get back together with me. And I can’t. | |
[41:43] | It is so bad for me. | |
[41:48] | I just… | |
[41:51] | I don’t want to feel this hole in my heart anymore, you know? | |
[41:58] | I know. | |
[42:04] | Yeah, I know. | |
[42:12] | I just want to forget it for tonight. | |
[42:16] | Just one night, okay? | |
[42:20] | Just tonight. | |
[42:46] | [phone rings] | |
[42:56] | [Sean] Blumberg Productions, home of Shmeghan Shirts! | |
[42:58] | Press one for customer service, two for investor relations, | |
[43:01] | or three for Shmeghan by mail. | |
[43:03] | [beeps] | |
[43:04] | Hey, it’s me. | |
[43:07] | I got your message. | |
[43:09] | Um, and… | |
[43:12] | Well, I’ll be up for a little while if you want to talk. | |
[43:17] | Uh, otherwise, um, | |
[43:19] | we’ll talk later. | |
[43:22] | Okay. Bye. |